The Celestial Mother teaches the secret of true happiness   “As I was in my usual state, I found myself outside of myself. After going round and round in search of Jesus, I found the Queen Mother instead, and oppressed and tired as I was, I said to Her: ‘My most sweet Mother, I lost the way to find Jesus; I don’t know where else to go, nor what to do in order to find Him again.’ While saying this, I was crying, and She said to me: ‘My daughter, follow Me and you will find the

Have you ever spent ages trying to remember what was the cause of you having the emotional problem or pain you are currently trying to deal with? This comes and goes and sometimes you can handle it and other times not so well and it brings you down. In your prayer time you may go back to your childhood memories and try to find that missing piece that you feel will set you free. You have forgiven the possible instigators time and time again and yet you feel trapped and held ba

If the soul suffers distractions at Communion, it is a sign that she has not given herself completely to God. Having heard from someone that she would get easily distracted at Communion, I was saying in my interior: ‘How is it possible to get distracted while being with You? Does one perhaps not remain all absorbed in You?’ Now, finding myself in my usual state, I was doing my usual interior things, and it was as if I could see some distractions wanting to enter into me, and

I was struggling recently with distractions in prayer which I eventually put down to some concerns about something which was going to happen in my life in the near future. In prayer about how to let go of these concerns, the Lord offered me an empty shoebox and invited me to place all that I had to do on that day within the box, and to leave everything else out of it. In my mind I quickly went through all I had to do that day and placed each activity in the box. I found it su

A prayer I recite daily is, “Dear Jesus, fused in your Divine Will and Divine Love, I desire to embrace everything, compensate for everyone  and hold your Fiat captive upon the earth.” In thinking of that prayer recently, I sensed the Lord asking me do I know how to compensate for everyone? Making reparation and calling down God’s blessings on everyone i.e. compensation, should be a normal part of our everyday lives as we try to grow deeper into living in Divine Will. We need

I was on a summer break with my friend on an island in the sun last year and on one of our daily walks along the beach decided to visit a little out of the way bar for some light snacks. There were a few locals sitting at various tables in the rear of the restaurant. They didn’t appear to be together but were very noisy with lots of laughing and shouting. My friend remarked on how noisy it was in spite of the patron numbers being so small. In my spirit I could sense a darknes